This was an article I wrote for our church email newsletter last fall, but I was reading over it as I’ve begun training now for the Bangkok Marathon, and reminded of the discipline in our lives it takes not only for physical things, but also in our expression of worship… (October 15, 2010)
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Staff Corner
Meridith Johnson, Director of
Worship Ministry
Worship Ministry
One step at a time.
Many of you may have heard or knew that I ran the Portland Marathon this past Sunday, and the only way that I was able to accomplish this life-goal of mine, was to run one step at a time. The last few miles of the 26.2 mile race I verbally repeated to myself over and over, “it’s almost over, I’m almost done”. And then, before long, I did finish. I ran the race. I accomplished a goal.
Now you may ask, “I thought this report was about worship?”, and yes, it is, let me get to that. You see, I’ve never been an athletic person, I was a cheerleader in High School, and could hardly run a mile until I was probably 21. But with perseverance, practice, and discipline, I trained for shorter races, and soon the distances I once thought were hard and unbelievably long, became easy and didn’t seem as long as they seemed to be.
Worship is something we will never really understand, or comprehend, but through Scripture, we see that as God’s people, it is an act we are commanded to do. Something happens when as a church, we gather and corporately praise God and verbally sing, say, and pray what we know to be true of our God. Just like the marathon I ran, I had no idea what the experience would be like until I began training, and working at doing something I wasn’t comfortable with. Worship I would say is the same in many respects. When we ascribe that our God is worthy (where we get the word “worship”), sometimes it is uncomfortable and sometimes we don’t feel like worshipping, but the end result and goal is always accomplished when we are willing. God is always lifted high, and his name is glorified.
During my months of training, some mornings I would wake up only to see it was way too early for anyone to do anything on a Saturday, then eventually I would stumble out of bed to run. Sunday mornings, or all mornings our worship may feel the same way to us, like a chore. But when we worship, Psalm 22:3 says that God inhabits the praises of his people. Other translations for this Hebrew word yashab are “to dwell”, “to remain”, “to sit” or “to abide”. This verb implies God’s action on his part to dwell and be among us when we worship him. There is something uncomfortable about the idea that God dwells with us when we worship, the living God, among us, his people. The experience is indescribable, but worth the effort of our time and attention.
Now, many of you have never run a marathon, and maybe never will, but you can choose to work at your personal worship and as a body our expression of praise corporately as a church. This weekend, may you worship God in every word, activity, and breath, and on Sunday, every Sunday, may our sacrifice of praise be authentic, and change our hearts and lives.
Maybe these marathon training updates bore you, but this is my reality, so here you go.
Beginning of week 4: the Marathon Diaries.
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